And It's Thursday Again

Thursday again ~ weigh in tonite ~ praying for under 200! but will be happy if I lose ~ wait ~ if I lose I will be under 200 ~ unless it's only a loss of 0.2 which will be my luck ~ LOL

John & I talked about his weight last weekend ~ he's a very healthy guy and I love him just as he is but worry ~ he's a big healthy guy according to the "health standards" which makes him at risk for a heart attack or something ~ but seriously, aren't we all at risk?  Anyway, he's been watching what & how much he eats but this week he's been getting on the treadmill ~ yay!  And his motivation is motivating me but I have yet to get on the treadmill ~ bad Susie!

I admitted this week that my upcoming 50th is worrying me ~ not freaking me out like 40 did ~ but I'm going to be 50!  I look at my mom who's in her 70's and how she physically struggles ~ I don't want to be like that.  I already have back issues and sciatica ~ I know being at a healthy weight will help that tremendously ~ and exercise ~ I want to live and have fun . . . . with my husband ~ so we both need to be healthy ~ but I don't want to be a fanatic about it (ie can't eat this or that because it's not healthy) ~ I like food too much ~ I like that John & I are trying to do this together although he won't join WW ~ he has his limits ~ LOL

Have I mentioned how much I love my husband!!